The clown nose.
The world’s smallest mask.
When donned, it can bring magic to the courageous soul underneath.
If you give yourself to it.
Let it lead the way.
Soften your brain. Let your eyes open big, your eyebrows go up.
Let your tongue be heavy in your mouth.
Begin to look for sparkly things as you inhale and reach to find your wonder, just above your head.
Oh, there you are.
There you are.
Hello, old friend.
I am a recovering perfectionist.
(I write of this often.)
One of the most helpful tools I have learned to use to work with this -ism is the following mantra:
“Done is better than perfect.”
― Sheryl Sandberg, Lean In: Women, Work, and the Will to Lead
Boy, has this helped me make great strides.
Before this quote found its way into my psyche, I would procrastinate out the wazoo, or sit on and spin out over a project, desperate for it to be “complete” enough to put in the public eye.
Problem was, nothing was ever “good enough” to be complete.
It was hard at first, but by now, I am much better at just getting it done and out there. Through practice, I am learning the value of getting it done and letting it go.
I can always make changes and improve later.
Better done than perfect. Because perfect never comes.
Inspired by The Daily Post Daily Word Prompt: perfection
This city can swallow you whole
Be alert, my child
Stay connected to those who know you well
To those you love, who love you
It is easy to get lost in the masses
To hid ein the comfort of strangers
To drift, and drift, and drift
Until one day you wake up
And twenty years have passed
And you have no idea
To your dreams
Inspired by The Daily Post Word Prompt: city
“Why darling, it’s perfectly natural, it happens to everyone now and then,” she said in a soothing tone, hoping to diffuse the tension that had settled into the folds of the bedsheets that now lay crumpled across their naked bodies.
It took her a few moments to realize that he wasn’t turned away from her in shame, but that he’d actually fallen asleep and was looking annoyingly peaceful.
It was then that she realized that the tension she’d felt was all her own.
Inspired by The Daily Post Word Prompt: natural
Sometimes I struggle with life
With living it, that is
I love it, this life
But it’s hard sometimes
And when I am in the struggle
When I feel like life is against me
I forget I’m not alone in it
Everyone’s lives look so easy compared to mine
And I feel so weary
But eventually, the struggle passes
And I return to myself again
Everything is not rainbows and moonbeams
But I can feel the presence of others again
And I no longer feel so…
On my own against the world
And that makes all the difference
Inspired by The Daily Post Archived Daily Word Prompt: struggle
Gonna rebuild this heart of mine
Strip it down to the studs
Clear out the old debris
Old timber and waste I no longer need
I’ll live with it bare for awhile
Get a feel for its original structure
And listen for what new wants to be built
Find out where to put the walls
And where to leave open space
I’ll paint with bright colors
And decorate each chamber how I feel it
And when the renovation is complete
I’ll invite all my soul parts and my lost little girls
To choose a room and m make themselves at home
Inspired by The Daily Post Word Prompt: rebuild
I just discovered that I love directing!
This is after a lifelong love of acting.
I had never even considered directing. Always thought I didn’t have the brain for it.
(And who knows, maybe I don’t.)
But a fellow actress recently asked me to direct her in a one woman monologue play, and though I hesitated at first, something in me wanted to.
That part was almost drowned out by the voices that said what was I thinking? Who am I? I’ve no formal experience directing.
(Never mind decades of being directed, studying theatre and acting. Never mind helping fellow actors countless times stage and work on their auditions over those decades.)
But somewhere in the midst of the cacophony of negative voices, I felt a curiosity, an interest in the play, an interest in the actress who asked.
And so I said yes.
And it turns out, I am loving it.
Now, I have no intention of stopping acting.
I want to continue exploring this new perspective within acting alongside my acting pursuits.
I want to do more directing!
(I’m so glad I listened to that quiet little voice.)