Numb from shock
Arisen from the depths of you-hell
Sooty and scorched
I made a catapult from leftover heart shreds
And slingshot essential soulparts
To the netherlands of the void.
No map, no key: safe from seeking human grasp.
Whatever was left of my battered soul
I tried to serve to the world.
But tough in-spite-of life meat
Makes for a bony bounty.
Anemic and spent
I am calling me back.
There’s a welcome home mat
In my hungry-heart self.
I will feast on my fullness
Grow meaty layers of love.
Then pinked-up and throbbing,
My catapult in hand,
I’ll release to the stars
Any memory of you
To burn into ash as I rise.