I am going to do it.
I have begun to really think about getting to it.
I’ve been getting ready to start to consider doing it.
I’m preparing to be ready to start.
I am so totally going to do it.
I’ve already been doing it…in a way.
It’s what I’ve wanted to do my whole life!
So what if maybe deep down I don’t actually think I am very good at it?
Yeah, maybe I am afraid that I don’t really fit in with the whole industry,
I’m still going to do it!
I just have to find a way to do it while being secretly terrified of actually trying.
Because, like, what if I fail?
What if I finally try, and I actually fail?
What will I revolve my whole life around then?