I felt excited to go out into the world.
Then I dreaded leaving my house.
I gave myself a stern lecture.
Then I sweet talked myself into getting ready.
Then I dreaded like holy hell leaving my house.
So I shoved myself out into the world.
Then I wanted to go home so badly.
Then I was glad to be out in the world.
Then I couldn’t wait to get home again.
I finally got home.
And I felt like I had missed something important.