Dear Body ‘o Mine:
Just a moment of giving thanks to you for housing my soul this go ‘round.
I haven’t always been kind to you. Let’s face it: I have been an abusive partner much of the time.
Somehow I allowed you to become my battlefield, my own social media platform decades before such a thing existed. I expressed my anger and sadness through you by starving or overfeeding you, turning you into a subliminal billboard for my feelings.
I took out my feelings towards myself on you, my friend. Worked out for hours each day, ignored your protests, your needs, your pain.
All you have ever offered me was an exquisitely designed home. A mode of transportation. A portal for expression. A set of systems that keep this spirit of mine, this mind, this heart – alive and upright and capable of using my breath and energy to love, learn, give, share and create.
I have been making a living amends. Since I knew better, I have done better.
Doing better every day.
I just wanted you to know, I love and appreciate you. For everything you are and do. All you have been and will be.
I promise to have more pleasure, more fun, with the time we have left together. I have lots to do yet! I need you by my side.
I will baby you, please you, nourish you, rest you. Move you in ways that feel healthy to keep your systems strong and vibrant.
You are my earth, and I will take good care to cherish you, as you cherish me.
Thank you for surviving my ignorance. Thank you for forgiving my aggressions.
I am listening, now. And sensing.
I get it now. We are in this together
#bodylove #earth #selfcare #thegetmyworkouttherechallenge #daysixteen